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I recall the long solo car journeys when I would think about
my father: the Oberfeldarzt (Retired), the Reichsamtsleiter
in the SS, the adjutant to Heinrich Himmler, the author
of New Foundations for Racial Research, the man described
by the chief prosecutor in the Eichmann trial as a "desk
murderer," the man I knew: my father.
In 1979 Sigfrid Gauch published the groundbreaking Vaterspuren
(Traces of My Father), the first of the so-called father
books about the relationships of postwar Germans with their
parents. It inspired a new genre in German literature. Ever
since, such writings have greatly contributed to Germany's
ongoing struggle to overcome its past.
This autobiographical novel is Gauch's attempt to come to
terms with his father, Herman Gauch-a physician who had
joined the National Socialists in the 1920s, who wrote six
books of "race research" as a member of the SS,
and who to his dying day remained an unrepentant Nazi. The
story alternates between the images of the elder Gauch's
death and burial and the author's memories of childhood
and adolescence.
Unlike many of the father books, however, Traces of My Father
is less a political attack than a personal journey. Gauch,
though honest about his father's monstrous actions and ideas,
does not shirk their shared emotional bond. The result is
a poignant attempt by a son to relive his father's notorious
life and in so doing free himself from the man's influence.